Chart Factors That Invite Attacks

Hey Elsa,

You’ve often mentioned how people have attacked you, sometimes mercilessly over the years–sans your deserving such treatment. Have been always curious about possible chart aspects that would indicate these transgressions?

Please share with us your cut at these cuts! Thx.

Iby

Iby, I think it’s the entirety of my chart and my circumstances.

• Mars conjunct Mercury in Libra is a big one.  It aggravates social relationships. Rage. I also broadcast my ideas which are often discordant.
• My 8th house makes me shadowy figure.  People are attracted, often against their will. It triggers them and they react.
• Jupiter aspects. I’m almost always happy. Very hard to kill. This irritates people.  Natural generosity and forgivingness irks them as well.
• I have talent and I get attention (Venus in Leo).
• I’m inordinately easy prey. Venus square Neptune on my midheaven. Gullible. Also, burn the witch!
• Capricorn gives a natural authority.  Take out, daddy!

Those are chart factors.  As for circumstances, I’m out here, publishing for 24 years. I’m a visible, easy target; candid, with ethereal support. It’s enraging, I guess.

Side story, I met my husband’s aunt, who reads people, readily.  We were all sitting or lying on her bed, or mulling, visiting, chatting and stuff… about ten of us, age 13-80 years old!  She was going around the room, telling fortunes.  I’d just met her. I was Libra’d out.  Nice.  Pretty. Innocuous and polite.

She got to me and concern came ‘cross her face. I was looking right at her.  I saw the concern spread to cover her entire face and then it went deep and settled.  I was unnerved!  What does she see?

She thought a minute. This is not a woman who would lie. When you have gifts like this, you must be respectful.  She has to tell me, see?

She said, she’d never seen a person with so many enemies. This hit me hard. I thought of my blog!  She’s not generally talking to people with my level of exposure, back then? I didn’t know. It was embarrassing.!

“You have a lot of powerful enemies,” she said. “It scared me.  But then I see you have powerful protection, as well. Your protection is very strong. It’s enough. You’ll be all right.”

But then she reached in her closet and got her purse down.  She gave me an object to enhance my protection.  “Put this is your wallet and carry it with you for the rest of your life….”

Point being, whatever she saw, she felt a little more protection wouldn’t hurt! I was the only one in the room with this issue, which is of course, typical. Also, I kept that object!

This, from 2008, may also sum it up… I am what you think I am?  Neptune on the midheaven serves.

Elsa – A Rorschach Inkblot?

You may want to look at this as well. There are people like this and I’m one of them.

Mercury Conjunct Mars: Marker For Sexual Abuse

I realized, long ago, this job required me to sacrifice my reputation (Saturn Neptune).  I mean, look at the, Shack story! I identified as an astrologer. Crucified.

I’ve done so, knowingly and willingly.

The corresponding question here: what does the chart of the perp of people like me look like? I notice they almost always give real demons a pass.

Do you tend to draw fire?